A soon-to-be-published poem by our own Candie
Tsumani
By: Candace Henshaw-Osias
Dharma Name: Awareness Path of the Heart
By: Candace Henshaw-Osias
Dharma Name: Awareness Path of the Heart
STRONG emotions
old patterns emerge
hurtful words are spoken
old friends appear
FEAR, ANXIETY, PAIN arise
Tears, sobbing tears, racking my body
A Tsumani
I walk the long stairway
Close the door
My cushion and Buddha await me
like an old friend
embracing me, telling me all will be well
Impermanence
Sitting, breathing, crying
breath after breath after breath
relaxation appears
Tears subside,
Emotions calm
Holding my old friends
I look at the causes, the conditions, the patterns
Embracing the suffering, I smile
Insight appears
The storm has calmed
The emotions quelled
Yet they still float in the receding tide
Awaiting to return to the shore
Maybe during the next high tide
Without destruction there is no renewal
Without suffering there is no joy.
Without Tsunamis there is no calm
This is the black and white
The Ying and Yang
The balance of mother nature
My tears have transformed into clouds
My suffering into joy
Transformed, preserved and fleeting
Peace is obtained the way has been shown
Now I must choose
I arise - renewed.